Saturday, August 26, 2006
@ 4:30 PM
Has it ever occur to you that you were not wanted by your friends and families? I have. It saddens me to be left out in a group. Even my best friend now is disregarding me in his life. I now carry a burden before and I don’t want to carry it this year. Yes, I’ve made mistakes before and now I don’t want to make the same mistakes again. I learned from what I did before. I lessen the times I open my “big mouth”. But sometimes it still opens and some information that is left unheard comes loose.
I help out in the family business and that gives me pressure and less time for my friends because my father wants me to help out more. Kind of like a punishment. People tend to misunderstand me especially my parents and some of my friends. I will admit one thing, I really want to stop my habit and change my face. But it’s hard for me to stop because it became a habit of mine. I love a girl and I want to know her that but I need time to rearrange my self in order for her to be my girlfriend. Some people disregard me as their friend, they just remember me if they want something from me.
I really want to end my life now! Will someone please shoot me? High school life is tough. But it will pay off after graduating.
